Why this tremendous urge to express? I use to ask myself while I lived like a filmmaker. God was infected with the same desire as well. He manifested himself through his creation of universe. Every word I wrote in my stories, every frame I shot through my camera and every character I created reflected myself, same as how we reflect the god, whose ultimate creation are we. The parts I played in this journey, from a filmmaker to an ascetic to a beggar I lived his show. “Selfish you are” they accused me. Why are you not I wondered back. The desire to prove that we have the power to create, I think is worthless. For we have already created and been created by all.